The Times Have Changed

The times have changed and thats for sure.
And it hurts for some reason, but i guess im getting use to it im so use to people coming and going from my life. some come back, and some i never see again, some im so close one day and then i pass with out a greeting. weird aint it.
I miss my friends, even though they arnt true friends and i know this. i guess im settling for what i get. sometimes i think i would have better friends if i would have just stayed a nerd and stopped caring about what people though. fuck popularity its such bullshit and i wish i could show kids that but in a young mind thats all that matters, at least it was in my case.

PHOTOGRAPHY , DIGITAL

ONCE AGAIN. My pictures are blown up, so to see the hole thing you must click on it =]

heres some photography of mine, this is all digital. this year im experimenting in the dark room, and i must say it is deffinitly growing on me. i love the feeling of devoloping my own phote from scratch. its so old school to me. i love it.



sunflower Session








8th period, at Thomas Stone. the only beautiful part of my day last year. Only thing ill miss about that school was seeing this everyday






day With justin&the bus









Gods waiting Room











My Home, Alabama. i miss it soooo much.

Childs Work

hahahhahahahahahah.
this is the firrst canvus i brought to school and my art teacher looked at me and said.
"That looks like shit." ha i loved his honesty, and at the time my feelings were hurt but im glad he told me now. i went from painting to painting with mixed media to just mixed media haha. he pulled me back into the zone by saying that, so thankyou mr.churchill.

i still think it would be cute in a little kids room.

Dark Vs. Light

the back ground was the first canvus I experimented with oil, i was getting the gist of blending colors with oil. and in the end i was bored with it, so i hotglued a pannel to it.

Lack Of respect/love

This was during a period of last year, angry of course, but learning.i went all out with the mixed media. I attempted to make the mixed media more personal, but im not happy with the turn out. good concept in my opinion but not a good out come

Battles With Oil

oil and Cassidy dont mixed well, at least it seems that way. maybe its just lack of an experienced oil painting teacher, i dont know but i can never seem to get the hang out it. but this is my first attempt at oil. Not to bad. i painted over acrylic so its cracking =[ i recently got some wood, so im going to experiemnet with the oil on wood, wish me luck.

Red Handed

When i got caught by the police for possesion, i was so overwelmed with emotion that i was considerd a juvinille delinquet for having a little pot, i toke my anger out on canvus once again and this came out haha, this was the first painting that made peple realize, this girl is weird. hahah. god i love that.