Broken hearts in the Independent

This painting is unfinished. All of my paintings are unorganized, lack structure and in the end always turn out abstract. I like it like that though. People always ask me "What is that?" or "What are you doing?" ha and i never have an answer and never really know what its going to be untill in half way finished. But i do know what i want this painting to be summed up as. I want to top it off with some polaroids being burned ( the ones at the bottum) so they will fade with the hearts on the left.